If only...

Have you ever been in a situation where you wake up in the morning, see the beautiful view outside the window, felt glad that it was a new and sunny day and suddenly, BAM!

You remember back all the things that need to be done, wondered how it felt like if things were different and just wish that you could turn back time?
There are times where I wondered how things would be like if I had taken a different choice?

Will I still study so hard if I was not in uni?
Would things be better if I were studying overseas?
Would things be better if I did not think so much?
Would life be easier if I was a bit less giving?
Would life be easier if I gave more?
If I did not do "this" or "that", would things be better?
If I did not do some of the things I did.....
If only I knew...

But living in the present is all I have. No matter how I tried, none of the above or more can be answered.

So after trying to think of the "What ifs'",reality sinks in. Then, I just get up and hope that today will be another good day.

The snail got crushed.....

" Time is ticking away fast and I am moving like a snail."

Just feel like it..

Study week is over and I did not even start studying much. Something has been bothering me or maybe I have been thinking too much about things again..

Yesterday wasted all my credit calling a guy who was involved in an accident with my friend.Basically got yelled at for no reason. Lets just say everything was screwed. Yesterday was chaotic and I wonder why people cant be grateful... sigh..

Just wish everything will go well....