I am no toy.. Please stop playing..

Lately I feel like I have been played around. Not by people but by chance/fate/ destiny( as Sing Chow calls it) He said, "Go with the flow".

For the past two days, I asked myself ---> S or M?

One offers such a good opportunity, an opportunity that only a fool would turn down.

Chance played with me. S called and said," We are sorry to inform you this but, due to the economy crisis both IT projects had to be cancelled. Therefore, we could not take you as an intern. I am very sorry. I had even prepared the documents thinking it was going to be successful. Sorry again. Thank you". That was the end of the conversation with S.

See how chance played with me? I was offered. Then it was all due to luck that I could not have it. Well.. guess now everything will go as usual. No one will complain, everyone will be happy and I will just do my best at M. It is internship afterall. Now no one can say I am selfish for going to Miri since I am no longer going.

On the plus side, at least I knew that I was good enough for S.

= Maybe fate had something better in store for me... hopefully....=)

What do you do when someone thinks you're not good enough?
Willingness to try and work hard does not seem to matter. Why can't anyone just give me a chance? Why do I have to constantly prove myself over and over again? Why give a chance to those who do not bother but reject me at the slightest hint?

Why?

So puzzled and so disappointed

Nice story

EYES

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend, who was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. She could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?”

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying - “Just take care of my eyes dear.”

~~so touching~~